Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I LOVE CHARRISSE MAE AMBORGO

I Love her so much!I just realized that everything about her is something I really cant live without. I heard some comments some good and some bad, at first it did messed up my mind for quite a while but after I saw her? it all went down the drain.. :) If loving someone so much and all that loving reached the point where you even love her more than yourself is a crime. Well?Guilty am I? I kept on explaining on how much I love her, but I guess this is the part where you say "words aint enough"!. I kept on telling her friends how much I love her, to the point even they were annoyed.LOL. But thats what I really want them to know. My life revolves around her so much right now. I was really happy that she came, there are some feelings that she brought to me, feelings where I thought I'd never feel again. I did give up on serious love a long time ago, for some reasons I really cant talk about. Until she came...I didnt even regret the time I walked out on my last girlfriend just to see her one time, what can I do?she makes me happy. Even those days that we were just messin around, I cant deny the fact that during those times it was one of the happiest moments with her. She makes me want to go to school everyday, makes we even want to go to church during Sundays. A girl of my dreams perhaps?yes she trully is one of the really, really, really good things that happened to my life. Why is this happening?Is this a sign?Is she the one for me?well if she is then Im so much more happy with what God is planning for me. I cant talk that much when im infront of her, she's like someone I fear, and im not fearing her literaly, I fear that i might not bring good to the conversation or I might say something wrong and end up in disaster. I kept on telling her I think she's one of the few women that might make me cry, and to tell you this im not an emotional type of being.LOL..sometimes?hehe. I just want to say I Love you Charrisse Mae Amborgo and Im proud of you. If nothing else matters?then "your the best one ive ever had"!.MWAH!

Monday, September 29, 2008

Jason Williams Retires!


Jason Williams announces his retirement last Friday. A profound nba player, known for his street kind of game and sick ball handling skills, He also helped his past team the Miami Heat on pursuing the Nba Finals in 06. In his 10 year career he averaged 11.4 pts, 6.3 assists and shot 39.6 percent from the floor. An all time assist major man. He was traded to the La Clippers this 2008 but soon after that he announced his retirement. Jason Williams a great player.

Love of my Life

What can i say doing much loving is somewhat tiring. But what the hell, if I know who I with and I know who benefits it all?those so called "tired" moments justs vanishes away. I love her so much what can I do?sometimes being alone in my room makes me think about her, ideas comes alive during those wee hours of the night. Questions like "what will I give her on our monthsary?" those kind of questions. I really cant mention it to her actualy, OK..lets just put it this way my mouth are shut during the times were together. "Torpe?" i dont think so. Weak maybe?why not?...I just love her that how matter what I do i cant slip her of my mind. It's just tiring and I really dont know why?Its not that I despise Love, I just wish that Love might evolve into a more cooler, relaxed and all out happy kind of feeling. So not to hide the magical feeling that it gives. Issues I face in this relationship are not that serious thank God. Let me ask you a question? is it hard to forget someone you did love? that questions really rattle's my mind right now. Is it ok for someone you love to bring those feelings up not to make any scene but just to mention it to you and It disturbingly makes you jealous!!!Damn, Love is weird in someway. But what can I do?I LOVE HER SO MUCH!NO REGRETS!NO EXCUSES!NO BUTS!I LOVE HER!HANDS DOWN!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

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Love of my Life

At first i wasnt really sure about the feeling I felt about her. It was the typical "yes i like you feeling". But as time goes by and each day im spending with her, it came clear to me that we both had same perceptions to the path we were taking. Yes, I honestly feel guilty to the things that i personally did, and guilt that time was just taking me over the edge, It was just unbearable. Emotions were subtle, it was like choosing who's better your mom or your dad?For some this might just be easy to answer but based on actual settings it was quite hard. But one things for sure as each day passes and im with her, I was happy. Each day was like taking one remedy after another until you reach the point where your illness in long gone. Just want to say one thing....I LOVE YOU KILLAWER!

Saturday, September 27, 2008